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Day 14

Day 14. It has been two weeks since he decided to break up with me. It still hurts so bad but I must admit that it's not as bad as before. I still cry. I still always think of him. Even when I'm working or working out, his thoughts consume my mind. Last Sunday, Oct 22, 12th day since we broke up, I cried so hard the moment I woke up. Weekends are the most difficult days to deal with. I have a lot of time on my hands to think of him. Weekends were also the days we usually meet up. You see, I need to muster a lot of courage to face my Saturday or Sunday. I am just thankful that I have a family that supports me in this time of depression. I hope I can move on from this pain.
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Day 1

8:00 AM Hey there! Today I decided that I will break free from the pain of an emotionally abusive and toxic relationship that has ended two days ago. This will chronicle my journey on how to heal from the hurt. You see, I was in  a relationship with a guy that clearly wasn't meant for me. Yes, we loved each other. Too much that it already became too suffocating and painful. We fought all the time. There were shouting, tears, and sometimes even beating. We tried to make it work. I tried to. For 2 years I've never loved anyone the way that I loved him. That's why when it ended, I was so broken. I was hysterical when he called it off. I begged for him to stay. I said I would change. I called, texted, emailed, left a message on Instagram, but to no avail. For one day I was crazy begging him, crying for him to come back. And then I realize, why would I force myself to someone who doesn't want me anymore?  That's why I decided to start this blog. I hope this will hel...
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